Showing posts with label creation of hell. Show all posts
Showing posts with label creation of hell. Show all posts

Friday, March 25, 2016

Melt Your Memory




There comes a time when the only thing we can do is let go. 

~ Ease your mind. ~

We're diseased to be mortal. 
We're cursed to remember. 
There's no definition of normal. 
There's no such anecdote for the cure. 

There's scenes playing in our minds,
Taunting us from better days.
Reminding us of what we can't find.
Reminding us of what's taken away.

We're grasping onto the past now,
So tightly with our callus fists
That we're bleeding out cries,
With nails jammed into wrists.

All it takes is the notion of release,
Letting go of the pressure
In our fists causing the replay of scenes. 
Finally free, evil will be pure pleasure. 

If we forget the ability to think,
It'll just melt your memory away.
The scenes that have been links
To the past will no longer cause any pain.

There will no longer be a chain
Caging you with your demons.
No ties binding minds to the insane,
Lost in the ills of your own freedoms.

Easier said than played out
Because the mind is a funny thing.
To forget, we take purple pills now.
To forget, we become numb to the scenes.

We fall deeply into a dark sleep.
Deeper into our greatest fantasies.
We grasp onto the memories we keep.
We grasp onto thoughts of finding peace.

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Off With Her Head



We find ourselves craving the insanity of the past to ease our minds.

~ There's no remedy. ~

I'm haunted by my additions. 
I let demons take over my brain.
I like feeling the afflictions
Of how the ghosts course in my veins.

Some think I'm insane,
But sanity is just a definition, 
A mode for society to tame.

I think I'm losing my head.
I'm falling deeper down the hole.
They don't understand the world that only I know.
They see me sipping from your tea again.
So, they scream, "Off with her head!"
"Off with her head!"

I've tried to get them to understand,
But my words get lost in the haze.
My illusions take me to a wonderland.
I'm at peace in my dystopian state.

Some think I need to be saved,
But safety is a state of mind,
A feeling our brain creates.

I think I'm losing my head.
I'm falling deeper down the hole.
They don't understand the world that only I know.
They see me sipping from your tea again.
So, they scream, "Off with her head!"
"Off with her head!"

I follow you down.
I follow you down time after time. 
I think I'm in control. 
I follow you down. 
Are you controlling my mind?

I think I'm losing my head.
I'm falling deeper down the hole.
They don't understand the world that only I know.
They see me sipping from your tea again.
So, they scream, "Off with her head!"
"Off with her head!"

I follow you down.
So, they scream, "Off with her head!"
I follow you down.
And then,
Off with my head.



Saturday, September 19, 2015

Ashes

Fires can burn so beautifully, but they can burn for eternities.

~ Return ashes to ashes. ~




You hand me a lighter, and I suck in your lies.
The attempt is innocent, and I'm slipping out of reality. 
You're painting beautiful pictures in front of my eyes.
Open the window. I'm fading on this ride. 

We're sitting outside in a place we know all too well.
We've been trapped in vehicles of loneliness before. 
We've made memories in our own creation of hell.
Yet, you sit next to me breathing lies and killing brain cells.

You looked so cool, your face so tempting, 
But a barrier is building up like smoke on the windows.
In my right mind, I wouldn't know what I was accepting.
In this fog, I see clear signs of regressing.

One second I'm here in reality, the next an awful dream.
My chest hurts and I'm trying to wake up.
This is the last time I find myself in this passenger seat.
Once again, we're just a nightmare on repeat.

There's a thick haze glossing over my eyes.
I don't know what I'm saying before I confess,
But I'm speaking with a clearer mind.
For the first, time I'm in control of these lines.

My heart beats faster as my mind plays games on me.
A single feeling used to take all the worry away. 
From the outside, I watch myself refute it so naturally.
You move your hands back to yourself callously.

You hand me a lighter, and I suck in the truth.
You were my fire, but now you're just ashes.
Our story's been burnt out and this is long overdue. 
You're just ashes now. I've finally extinguished you.