Leaving

I think everyone feels overlooked at one point by someone they thought cared.  It's hard to hold on to something that it barely there.  You have to just learn how to let go.

~ don't take things for granted ~


Remember standing in the mirror staring back at me?
You're questioning how I am still here.
I placed limits that you exceed.
Somehow I am still standing here.

You're always rooting for a loosing team,
That's not much to be proud of baby.
I think you take for granted my leniency,
So I've been thinking bout walking lately.

All I've been hearing is silence, so I'm making my own noise.
I get impatient from silence, and I can be impulsive boy.

All you want is my mini skirt, skin-tight tee shirt
Walking around in your room.
But you never give back, when I need you most,
You really don't have a clue.

I'm done with the waiting.
Baby, I can be so impatient.
I'm grabbing my things and I,
Am leaving.
Leaving.
Leaving.

Leading me down a never ending road.
You're too busy to even pick up a phone.
I come back but only get more to decode.
I'm just chasing old ghosts.

I don't like this silence, so I'm making my own noise.
I get impatient from silence, and I will be impulsive boy.

All you want is my mini skirt, skin-tight tee shirt
Walking around in your room.
But you never give back, when I need you most,
You really don't have a clue.

I'm done with the waiting.
Baby, I can be so impatient.
I'm grabbing my things and I,
Am leaving.
Leaving.
Leaving.

Get on your knees,
Show me how much you want me.
You gotta plead,
Show me how much you want me.
Packing my things,
Show me how much you want me.
Don't make me wait,
Show me how much you want me.
I'm ready to leave.
I'm ready to leave.
How much do you want me?

All you want is my mini skirt, skin-tight tee shirt
Walking around in your room.
But you never give back, when I need you most,
You really don't have a clue.

I'm done with the waiting.
Baby, I can be so impatient.
I'm grabbing my things and I,

I'm done with the waiting.
Baby, I can be so impatient.
I'm grabbing my things and I,
Am leaving.
Leaving.
Leaving.

Magic

I wrote these lyrics almost 4 years ago.  I was inspired by a magical TV show that aired at the time.  I decided to post it today in honor of the holiday.   

Note: I am OBSESSED with the lines "Crystals hanging from the ceiling/This is magic that we're feeling." 

~ Happy Halloween ~

See the spark inside of you.
This is what fate led us to.
Old destiny feels so new.

You can read my mind.
Open up, this is what we'll find.
You are one of my kind.

Bring us together and we'll make magic.
All you have to do is put your hand in mine
And then we will fly.

Our hands together, feel the static.
Together as one, we make magic.
See the glitter float around,
Know each other's thoughts, don't make a sound.
So much can happen between the two of us.
This is more than just lust.
It will never end tragic.
This is more than love. 
This is magic.

Earth, wind, fire and air.
Now I know that you care.
Fate says you'll always be there.

Bound together before birth.
Finding what we are worth.
As one, we can break the curse.

Bring us together and we'll make magic.
All you have to do is put your hand in mine
And then we will fly.

Our hands together, feel the static.
Together as one, we make magic.
See the glitter float around,
Know each other's thoughts, don't make a sound.
So much can happen between the two of us.
This is more than just lust.
It will never end tragic.
This is more than love. 

This is magic.

Sparkles illuminated on the wall,
In so deep ready for the fall.
Crystals hanging from the ceiling,
This is magic we are feeling.
Charmed, we are to each other.
Know we can never be with another.

Crystals hanging from the ceiling,
This is magic we are feeling.
Crystals hanging from the ceiling,
This is magic we are feeling.
This is magic we are feeling.

Our hands together, feel the static.
Together as one, we make magic.
See the glitter float around,
Know each other's thoughts, don't make a sound.
So much can happen between the two of us.
This is more than just lust.
It will never end tragic.
This is more than love. 

This is magic.

Crystals hanging from the ceiling,
This is magic we are feeling,
This is magic.

Breath In

I'm holding on, but the thread starts to break. 
Your promises fill the emptiness. When
I think the silence is as much as I can take,
I see your face and take the pain again. 

Breath in and maybe it'll change. Then I feel again.
Roses grow when you're so good to me.
I turn my back and only weeds I see.
A deafening noise of nothing seeps in.
You come back and I fall in, again and again.
Breath in, I've been so numb.
Breath out, I feel again.

I keep losing my grip, hanging off the edge,
Until I feel a pull bringing me to surface.
You'd don't know the evil thoughts in my head.
Though I let you in, I'm afraid to trust.
Breath in and maybe it'll change. Then I feel again.
Roses grow when you're so good to me.
I turn my back and only weeds I see.
A deafening noise of nothing seeps in.
You come back and I fall in, again and again.
Breath in, I've been so numb.
Breath out, I feel again.

I tell myself never again, but why does my heart skip beats?
And why am I so willing to give all of me?
Breath in and maybe it'll change. Then I feel again.
Roses grow when you're so good to me.
I turn my back and only weeds I see.
A deafening noise of nothing seeps in.
You come back and I fall in, again and again.
Breath in, I've been so numb.
Breath out, I feel again.

I like you like the air inside my lungs.
Time passes and I'm getting strung.
I say I need to get out,
Then I breath in,
Then I breath in,
Then I breath in.
Then I feel again.