Breath In

I'm holding on, but the thread starts to break. 
Your promises fill the emptiness. When
I think the silence is as much as I can take,
I see your face and take the pain again. 

Breath in and maybe it'll change. Then I feel again.
Roses grow when you're so good to me.
I turn my back and only weeds I see.
A deafening noise of nothing seeps in.
You come back and I fall in, again and again.
Breath in, I've been so numb.
Breath out, I feel again.

I keep losing my grip, hanging off the edge,
Until I feel a pull bringing me to surface.
You'd don't know the evil thoughts in my head.
Though I let you in, I'm afraid to trust.
Breath in and maybe it'll change. Then I feel again.
Roses grow when you're so good to me.
I turn my back and only weeds I see.
A deafening noise of nothing seeps in.
You come back and I fall in, again and again.
Breath in, I've been so numb.
Breath out, I feel again.

I tell myself never again, but why does my heart skip beats?
And why am I so willing to give all of me?
Breath in and maybe it'll change. Then I feel again.
Roses grow when you're so good to me.
I turn my back and only weeds I see.
A deafening noise of nothing seeps in.
You come back and I fall in, again and again.
Breath in, I've been so numb.
Breath out, I feel again.

I like you like the air inside my lungs.
Time passes and I'm getting strung.
I say I need to get out,
Then I breath in,
Then I breath in,
Then I breath in.
Then I feel again.